Right now I'm doing childcare for a conference for MCC. I've been the childcare person for 4 years now. From Quebec city to Montreal (where we all had a stomach flu, yuck) to Bouctouche (where it was me against 13 kids) to Tatamagouche.
I'm finding myself looking at the people who are here. All of them love God, it's obvious. They all have had times in their lives they needed to trust Him. They all are willing to do what He asks, no matter what.
I'd like to say that I'm like that but I've felt nothing for a little while. I'm a little scared of asking God what He wants because what if I don't want to do it or what if I don't hear anything. It's a weird place to be.
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It IS a weird place, but you're not the only one who's there. In my situation, it's the irrational fear (black cloud I mentioned to you earlier) that tries to keep my focus away from trusting and listening to God. I'm working on that.
for me it's a question, am i really where i'm supposed to be? what if i'm not? what if i've missed something?
Wow I haven't checked your blog in a while and now I'm enjoying reading away! Don't worry my friend, if you've missed something God will throw it at you another way. He's good at both the subtle and not so subtle hints. So if the subtle ones didn't work then look out! Have fun on Sunday ;)
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