Sorry I haven't been keeping things up very much. I've been kinda struggling and haven't felt like blogging.
I would have been eight months pregnant this week. The new baby's room would've been set up and I'd be quite excited and uncomfortable. It seems that the longer I go without being pregnant again, the harder it is to deal with losing Aaron.
My plan was to have 6 kids. A boy then a year later another boy then wait 3 years then have 2 girls a year apart then wait 3 years then 2 more boys a year apart. I know you can't make them to order but that's what I wanted. I was OK with two years between my kids but I'm not OK with three years between them.
I know that God has a plan and it'll be perfect but where I am right now, I can't see it.
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